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Wednesday, July 04, 2007

heart in my throat

Those bugs up there are getting pretty close…

2 more days to the BIG DAY?

How am I coping with it? How am I handling it?

ARGGHHHHH….!!!!!!!!

Does that explain how I feel?

I’m scared, I’m nervous, I’m happy, I’m anxious, I’m confused…

In short, I’m a wreck right now.

I feel like my heart is going to pop out of my body any time. I can feel it in my throat.

I think I’m going to puke.

God, give me strength.

I think I’m going to cry…..

Posted at 07:23 pm by itzowee


	nen July 9, 2007 04:41 PM PDT congrats oly!


	elly July 9, 2007 04:18 PM PDT and it's all done now. see that wasn't so bad now was it? congrats, mrs. don :')


	Amir EtCe, tera July 6, 2007 07:51 AM PDT Heyy... Things will be great... GREAT!!... Trust me on that.. DO NOT BACK OFF... In fact, DO NOT EVEN THINK OF DOING SO... "Actually.. jangan takutkan aku boleh tak? I'm just a few months away.."


	Lisha July 4, 2007 08:32 PM PDT Crying's good. I did that remember?? Just take a deep breath & come Saturday you'll be Mrs Sheik Kamarulzaman..

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I don't like rice that much
But i can't say no to nasi kerabu
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Told you i love food
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I hate it when people stop in the middle of the road like in shopping complexes

When I grow up, I wanna be an Angel..

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Theoden: I would have you smile again... not grieve for those whose time has come.

Gandalf the White: All we have to decide is what to do with the time given to us.

Aragorn: I see in your eyes the same fear that would take the heart of me. A day may come when the courage of Men fail... when we forsake our friends, and break all bonds of fellowship, but it is not this day. This day, we fight!

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JULY:
Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Has reputation. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional temperamental
and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Not revengeful.
Forgiving but never forgets. Dislikes nonsensical and unnecessary things.
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Under The Duvet (Marion Keyes))

2004 Wish List (Revisited 2005):
be a better servant to God
start saving RM200 a month!!(when will this ever happen?
Start exercising (Ok.. be more consistant about it)
Read more (especially newspapers)
Cut back on shopping (This darlings... I have done)
Shed the kilos (!!!!!!!!)
Relax and enjoy the year
actually start read LOTR(haha...)

accomplish at least 3 of my resolutions (should I reduce it to 2?)

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